I close my eyes
Searching in mind for the answers to the questions of my heart
My soul is broken
My dreams are incomplete
The desire to live has left me empty
I breathe just because .. I survive out of habit
Everyday becomes that much more difficult
Tears fill up in the well of my eyes at my thoughts of you
Oh How I miss you
And although I am ever so grateful
I must admit that I don't understand why It had to be you
But as I opened my eyes to say Goodnight
GOD showed me why
It had to be you
"I would like to Thank you in advance for considering placing this poem on your website .. It is an honor .. I must also say Thank you for all of the work that you have done and will continue to do in honor of Justin Izlar and other Families who have been affected by Cancer ...
Justin was and will always be my brother and his Mother is and always will be my mine .. She is an amazing woman .. What you have been able to do with with the thoughts that have been put on paper is truly awesome.
I pray GOD continue to use you and the poets that you have in your organization as his living vessels "